when the phone rang..

just now, he called me. the un-imaginary one.

he called me.

not more than 5 minutes (tough we havent met since years), but honestly it means a lot.
i cant explain how happy i was when he said: 'apa kabar?'
i feel like i was jumping from the eleven floors. for a second, i felt it was so hard to breath

i am too happy, yet so sad.

thank you for the noon calling,
for the question :' apa kabar?'
i expect more than it, but it's okai. i do really appreciate those effort.
because i know, by ask me :'apa kabar' , your heart really need a big power.

so again, thank you.
for making me (still) believe,
that i still have you.


father. .