another letter for you

it's been a long time since i wrote my previous letter to you and a long way of saying goodbye.
how are you there?

well, does life still seems quite perfect to you?
within 5 hours ago, i felt that our distance quite near.
i stand alone in front of your outlying district..
yes,suddenly i started to miss you.
serious feeling which i couldnt control,even for a while.
no,you are wrong.this is not that hurts..
the best painful one is when i aware that although our distance just about a kilometer:
i still couldnt have you.
as usual.. you are still become my endless out of reach.
and i started to questioning, maybe it will be nice if i become your stuff.
maybe if i were your black camry,your notebook,or maybe if i were your favourite pen so you will always put me in your pocket.
and then,a guy like you always need a pen,right :).
geez, i want you to need me.
just like you need your pen..can i,dear?

it's a life,i say.. you and i can't see when it ends and starts.
what's left to me to do is to welcome you back homeback to my heart,
because i am your truly home.

whatever,
it's just a long, long way to say i love you.

now that you know,
you dont need to read this anymore.

i miss you,papa :)



july,7 2009, 7:59 a.m